What I Wish I...

        –Colin Higgins

what i wish is
that i had half your looks
and you half my shoes
then we'd be snakes
you and i

and it wouldn't be so strange if i unannounced turned up to your old house falsely quoting Dick Ward's batman comics and your batman's secret codes for entering hidden doors

and we'd both stand in defence of castles quite by accident

what we'd do is thrown broken records against glasshouses

stand outside rainy newspaper offices shouting Bring Back The Old Grey Whistle Test

and the rich would have nothing on us

what we'd do is too vulgar for you and i

we'd use too much ink on stolen library books writing notes to ourselves about Aristotle we'd shoot melancholy down with horrible tales and dram shop's worth of lies we'd believe everything we were told and we'd know none of it

what we'd do is unspeakable and like two smart stars we'd blaze